Day 40: Near miss
Yesterday, I tied my longest step goal streak of 20 days – and today, I almost flushed it down the drain.
Although I felt better momentarily after my last post 10 days ago, I’ve continued to struggle. I’m still not getting enough sleep or even trying to do so. I’m all over the place, not just emotionally, but mentally too. I just can’t seem to get back into a routine. Life feels unnecessarily chaotic.
Fortunately, I managed to make a little headway this week. I’m not anywhere close where I want to be, but it feels like I’m finally on the upswing. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. That’s why my near miss tonight feels significant. Despite how awful I’ve felt lately, I’ve stuck with my step goal. To mess it up now would have pushed me back into that hole.
Here’s to a 21-day step streak and to pushing through when the going get’s tough.